Dear Future Wife #2
January 26, 2021
It has been a long time since I wrote to you. But I'm not the true MAHMOUD that you know. I feel so sorry for myself, I feel sorry for what I've been in the past few months, it's like part of your soul is eaten every day and I'm struggling to keep that tiny candle lighting inside me. I know that nobody is perfect. We all make mistakes and do things that hurt other people at some point in our lives. That’s why it’s important to acquire the ability to acknowledge your mistakes and apologize for your wrongs, even if you didn’t do it on purpose.
Through these ups and downs, my ability in imagination for drawing our future together as it's supposed to be is what motivates me the most nowadays, nothing else. I'm living in a terrible world, every step you take and every word you say, you have to fight for it. But, when I see your smile, I realize the reason for still being motivated till now.
NEVER STOP TRYING!
I promised I'll tell you one secret about me in every letter I write to you. Everyone has a number of quotes, sentences, even some values he believes in. (Never stop trying) is a simple and priceless sentence that a minority of people doing it and I'm so proud to be part of them. By trying you can find out who you're and what you want. Believe me, It's not easy to do that so, every successful man on this planet and over history follows this simple sentence and apply it literally. Trying is not a simple word, it's the real clue for life. "NEVER STOP TRYING" is a literally unbelievable way to be what you believe it to be and this is our secret: o, our second secret. Do you remember the first one I told you about in the last letter? It's about getting up early.
You're My Queen
No matter how secure I would ever make my heart, you will remain the only one with uninterrupted access. Despite everything I pass through, you're the only one who has the access to talk, do anything, anytime and anywhere, don’t ask why you just deserve it! You are, and always have been, my dream girl. Even before I met you, your vision was in my mind just as you are. :) <3
Love,
Mahmoud,
